A random collection of films authored by or about my transgender, intersex sisters, and gender-nonconforming persons all over the world. I watched some of them, and I was inspired by some of them. I met some of the authors and heroines, some of them are my best friends, and I had the pleasure and honor of interviewing some of them. If you know of any transgender documentary that I have not covered yet, please let me know.

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Barbitch

Director: Diego González Cruz
Release Year: 2024

Synopsis:
Directed by Diego González Cruz, the documentary "Barbitch" provides an unflinching look at the life of Barbie, a trans woman who leaves behind her career as a webcam model in Colombia and travels to Spain in search of a better life. What she finds instead is a harsh and often hostile reality, even in places that are considered LGBTQ+ friendly."
 
Clocking in at 83 minutes, "Barbitch" is not just a documentary; it’s an intimate and heart-wrenching journey that follows Barbie's life over five years. The film captures her ongoing struggle to survive in an unfamiliar world, documenting her challenges, her resilience, and the scars left by discrimination and social uprooting. Barbie’s story unfolds as she navigates a path that is anything but smooth, filled with hardship, rejection, and moments of raw survival. Barbie is a self-proclaimed diva, proud of her tattoos and her love for the character Ariel from "The Little Mermaid", who has always felt a deep connection with the animated figure—not for her physical beauty, but for the sense of being different, especially below the waist. In Colombia, Barbie worked as a webcam model, like many young women who find limited alternatives for economic advancement in a country marked by machismo and homophobia. But her ambitions go beyond her career in the virtual world. She dreams of a new life in Spain, believing that Europe, with its more open-minded attitude toward LGBTQ+ issues, will offer her a chance at happiness and acceptance. However, what Barbie finds in Spain is far from what she expected. Despite its reputation as a welcoming environment for LGBTQ+ people, the country presents its own set of challenges, proving that discrimination is a global problem, not confined to any one place.
 
From rejection to homelessness, Barbie’s quest for a better life quickly turns into a downward spiral. She drifts from place to place, eventually resorting to working as a prostitute on the fringes of Barcelona’s underbelly. Her journey is filled with suffering, abuse, drugs, hunger, and loneliness—elements that make "Barbitch" feel almost like a “pornomiseria,” a term that denotes the tragic portrayal of human degradation. The relationship between the director, Diego González Cruz, and Barbie adds another layer of depth to this documentary. The two became friends in 2013, and Cruz was immediately struck by Barbie’s courage and powerful presence. "We hadn't even spoken for more than fifteen minutes when she confronted two men who were staring at her in the street. ‘You’ve never seen a fag before?’ she said. In that moment, not only was I struck by her bravery and imposing presence, but I knew right away that I wanted to tell her story," says Cruz. This personal connection allows the director to capture moments of Barbie’s life with an authenticity that might not have been possible without their bond. As a result, "Barbitch" is more than just a documentary about hardship; it is an exploration of identity, survival, and transformation. Barbie’s story highlights the painful reality that even in a supposedly progressive society, acceptance remains an ongoing struggle for transgender individuals. Despite the violence, rejection, and marginalization she faces, Barbie's indomitable will to find her place in the world remains at the heart of the film.
 
Diego González Cruz’s background in literature and filmmaking shines through in "Barbitch", a documentary that is both candid and evocative. Cruz has directed short films, music videos, and web series, several of which have been featured at international festivals. "Barbitch" marks his feature-length debut, and in it, he brings an eye for detail and a passion for storytelling that make Barbie’s journey not only accessible but deeply moving. Currently, Cruz is developing his first fiction feature, "Los Últimos Románticos", a project funded by the Colombian Film Development Fund (FDC). One of the most striking aspects of "Barbitch" is how it contrasts the glossy exterior of Barbie’s dreams with the grim reality she faces in Spain. The idea that moving abroad can be a ticket to freedom and success is shattered throughout the documentary, as Barbie is confronted with the harshness of a world that is not as accepting as she hoped. The documentary suggests that the dream of escaping one’s past and finding a utopia is often an illusion, especially for those who belong to marginalized groups like the trans community. In many ways, "Barbitch" is a story of loss, as Barbie seems to lose her hope, spirit, and joy over the course of the five years the documentary spans. The bright, colorful spirit with which she first approached life fades, and what remains is a painful and nihilistic portrait of a woman who has seemingly resigned herself to a fate she feels was always inevitable. Unlike existentialism, which holds that there is always hope and the possibility of change,
 
"Barbitch" presents a form of nihilism, where Barbie’s struggle appears to be a relentless path toward self-destruction. The film does not shy away from showing the darker aspects of Barbie’s life. As she endures physical and emotional pain, often lashing out in ways that mirror the hostility she faces, the documentary exposes the limits of empathy and compassion in a society that is quick to judge. While Barbie’s responses to her critics can be just as hostile as the insults she receives, the film asks viewers to reflect on the systemic forces that create such a hostile environment for people like her. "Barbitch" ultimately serves as both a sobering commentary on the difficulties faced by transgender individuals and a testament to the inner strength that sustains them through these challenges. It is a narrative of struggle, but also one of empowerment, showing that despite the odds, Barbie continues to fight for her identity, for respect, and for her place in the world. As "Barbitch" unfolds, viewers are invited to witness the full spectrum of Barbie’s experience: from the pain of discrimination and exclusion to the powerful defiance of a woman who refuses to be reduced to a stereotype. It is a film that does not offer easy answers or a neat conclusion but leaves its audience with a lingering sense of the complexity of identity and the resilience of the human spirit. In a world where gender and identity remain hotly debated issues, "Barbitch" offers an important perspective, allowing viewers to see the world through Barbie’s eyes and witness the profound personal and societal challenges she faces. It’s a raw and honest documentary that sheds light on the struggles of the trans community while also celebrating the strength and determination of one remarkable woman who refuses to be silenced.
 
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