A random collection of films authored by or about my transgender, intersex sisters, and gender-nonconforming persons all over the world. I watched some of them, and I was inspired by some of them. I met some of the authors and heroines, some of them are my best friends, and I had the pleasure and honor of interviewing some of them. If you know of any transgender documentary that I have not covered yet, please let me know.
Director: Sally Jessy Raphael Show
Release Year: 1995
Synopsis:
On a memorable 1995 episode of The Sally Jessy Raphael Show, seven transgender women - Ava, Danielle, Michelle, Heather, Sylvia, Barbara, and Christiana - shared their stories with a wide audience. The show was titled "He's So Beautiful He Became A Girl," and it focused on the experiences, challenges, and triumphs of transgender women, particularly those who had transitioned from male to female. This episode was groundbreaking for its candid discussion of gender identity, self-esteem, and the societal perceptions of beauty and sexuality. It not only highlighted the personal narratives of these women but also provided a platform for a broader conversation about gender identity, societal acceptance, and relationships.
The episode began with host Sally Jessy Raphael introducing her guests, all of whom were seated together on the stage. The women were described as beautiful, confident, and full of life—each of them relishing the attention they received for their looks. The atmosphere was charged with a sense of intrigue and anticipation, as the audience was told that these women shared a remarkable secret.
As Sally asked, "What do you think? Are they beautiful?" the audience responded with enthusiastic applause. Sally continued, asking how many of them had won beauty pageants, with most of the women raising their hands, followed by questions about their modeling careers. The women were not only physically striking but also accomplished, with a deep connection to their beauty and how it shaped their identities.
Then came the revelation. Sally posed a question to the audience, suggesting that the women on stage were not who they appeared to be. "Would you be shocked if I told you every single woman sitting on the stage was really a man?" she asked. The audience gasped, and the women smiled knowingly.
This revelation was the beginning of an eye-opening conversation about gender identity, self-perception, and the complex relationships that these women had with their bodies and the world around them.
1995,
English,
Sally Jessy Raphael Show,
USA,
Director: Angelo Thomas
Release Year: 2021
Synopsis:
"DeRosa: Life, Love & Art in Transition" is a deeply personal and introspective documentary directed by Angelo Thomas, which chronicles the extraordinary life of Felicia DeRosa. The film follows DeRosa’s journey of self-discovery, shedding light on her experiences as a transgender woman coming out at the age of 41. With her marriage, career, and sense of identity all at risk, DeRosa embarks on a brave path toward authenticity and self-acceptance.
DeRosa, a multifaceted artist with an eclectic background, has long been celebrated for her creative talent and diverse artistic practices. She began her career as a child prodigy, showcasing her Dali-esque pen-and-ink studies in a city-sponsored juried exhibition back in 1986. Her early years set the stage for an artistic evolution that would see her embrace a wide range of mediums, from draftsman and printmaker to photographer, designer, and curator. Her formal education culminated in a BFA from the Academy of Art University in 1997.
The years following her graduation were a period of growth and transformation. As DeRosa navigated life as a working artist, she became an integral part of the west coast underground art and salon gallery scenes. She continued to develop her craft, ultimately shifting toward a new artistic direction in 2004 with the creation of 'POP Impressionism.'
2021,
English,
Felicia DeRosa,
USA,
Director: Julie Bezerra Madsen
Release Year: 2023
Title in English: It's Always Been Me
Synopsis:
"Forvandlingen: Frihed Kommer Indefra" (2023), a documentary by Danish-Brazilian filmmaker Julie Bezerra Madsen, explores the deeply personal and transformative journeys of two young people, Max and Bastian, as they navigate the tumultuous transition from childhood to adolescence. Set against the backdrop of gender identity struggles, the film examines the complexities of puberty, self-identity, and the search for freedom in a world that often imposes rigid gender norms.
Max and Bastian are both at pivotal moments in their lives, caught between childhood and young adulthood.
Their experiences of puberty are marked not only by the usual physical and emotional changes but by the added challenge of confronting their gender identities. Max, born female, has recently come out as a transgender boy. Bastian, born male, feels more aligned with being a girl. Both are questioning the direction in which their bodies are developing, feeling as though their growth is not matching their internal sense of self. They face a critical decision that will affect their futures: whether to take hormones to stop their puberty and prevent their bodies from further developing in ways that do not align with their gender identities.
Director: Julie Cohen
Release Year: 2023
Synopsis:
Julie Cohen's 2023 documentary "Every Body" offers an insightful and thought-provoking exploration of the lives of three intersex individuals in the United States. Through candid and engaging interviews, the film showcases the experiences of activists and advocates Sean Saifa Wall, Alicia Roth Weigel, and River Gallo. Each of them shares their journey of self-identity, the trauma of being subjected to unnecessary surgeries as children, and their ongoing activism for intersex rights and visibility.
The documentary shines a light on a lesser-known aspect of medical history: the routine practice of subjecting intersex children to irreversible surgeries without their consent, often before they were old enough to understand or make decisions about their own bodies. The film focuses on the personal stories of Wall, Weigel, and Gallo, each of whom was pressured or forced into medical interventions aimed at making their bodies conform to societal expectations of gender. These interventions were often painful, risky, and unnecessary, but they were based on the outdated and harmful medical belief that intersex traits were something to be "corrected."
Through humor, empathy, and remarkable honesty, the documentary shows how these three intersex individuals have transformed their experiences into a platform for advocacy. Wall, an African American researcher and activist, was subjected to a gonadectomy at 13. Weigel, an advocate who was assigned female at birth, had her testes removed as a child in order to conform to a female gender identity, despite having neither a uterus nor ovaries. Gallo, an artist and performer, was put on testosterone at the age of 12, forcing them to undergo male puberty even though they were born with intersex traits. Each of these individuals shares their stories of childhood confusion, shame, and a sense of being "othered," illustrating the emotional toll that these forced interventions took on their lives.
2023,
English,
Intersex,
USA,
Director: Leandra Leal
Release Year: 2016
Synopsis:
"Divinas Divas" is a deeply personal documentary directed by Brazilian actress Leandra Leal, marking her debut as a filmmaker. Growing up in an artistic family, with her mother, the actress Ângela Leal, and her grandfather, Américo Leal, the owner of the iconic Teatro Rival in Rio de Janeiro, Leandra was immersed in the world of theater from an early age. Before becoming an actress herself, she spent her childhood surrounded by the artists and creative energy of Rio's vibrant theater scene. Recently, she took over the management of the Teatro Rival, a cherished family legacy, and now, with "Divinas Divas," she merges her personal history with her passion for the arts to create a poignant and visually compelling documentary.
This documentary explores the lives and careers of Brazilian drag performers who were part of the first generation of Brazilian travestis—transgender women and performers who were pioneers in the entertainment industry. Drawing from interviews conducted during a performance at the Teatro Rival in 2014, the film presents the stories of icons such as Rogéria, Jane Di Castro, Divina Valéria, Camille K, Eloína dos Leopardos, Fujika de Halliday, Marquesa, and Brigitte de Búzios. As these remarkable women reflect on their lives, the documentary also showcases their ongoing talents as they prepare for a return to the stage.
The importance of this film goes beyond the mere portrayal of these artists' stories. At a time when Brazilian society is experiencing a resurgence of conservatism, "Divinas Divas" serves as a powerful reminder of the struggles and progress of the LGBTQ+ community. It is vital for illustrating that even during the repressive years of Brazil’s military dictatorship, drag artists enjoyed more visibility and recognition on stage than they do today. It highlights the ongoing fight for recognition and equality, such as the poignant story of a couple who spent 46 years fighting for the legal right to live in a stable union.
2016,
Brazil,
Brigitte de Búzios,
Divina Valéria,
Eloína dos Leopardos,
Fujika Di Halliday,
Jane di Castro,
Portuguese,
Rogéria,
Director: The Joan Rivers Show
Release Year: 1990
Synopsis:
The 1990 episode of "The Joan Rivers Show", titled "Transexual Marriage," featured a groundbreaking and candid interview with Carolyn Durrell (also known as Carol Durell) and her husband, Bob. The conversation addressed complex issues surrounding gender identity, sexual orientation, and transsexual marriage, offering viewers an intimate glimpse into the lives of a couple whose relationship defied societal norms and expectations. The episode is a rare, raw exploration of transsexuality, offering personal insights into the challenges and experiences of a transgender woman and her heterosexual husband.
The segment began with Joan Rivers’ signature humor and frankness, warning the audience about the sexual nature of the upcoming discussion. Joan introduced Carolyn and Bob, emphasizing that the couple’s relationship was based on a great sex life, despite the fact that Carolyn had transitioned from male to female. Joan quickly acknowledged that Carolyn’s sex change was widely known to their neighbors, setting the stage for a conversation that would tackle sensitive and underexplored topics about transsexuality and intimate relationships.
Carolyn’s transition was central to the conversation, but the focus quickly shifted to the unique dynamics of their marriage. The couple had been married for about a year at the time of the interview, having met through mutual friends at a club where Carolyn was performing. Bob, a performer himself, had not known about Carolyn’s past when they first encountered each other, setting the stage for a delicate reveal.
1990,
Carolyn Durrell,
English,
Joan Rivers Show,
USA,
Director: George Hellings
Release Year: 2019
Synopsis:
“A Queer City” (2019), directed by George Hellings, explores the lives of three young drag artists as they navigate and shape the growing drag scene in Norwich, a city where their creative and self-expressive actions often seem invisible to the wider world. The documentary delves into their personal journeys, shedding light on how they have embraced drag as a powerful medium for expressing their queer identities and artistic visions. Through their stories, we witness their struggles and triumphs in an environment that, despite its welcoming atmosphere, presents challenges for marginalized individuals seeking recognition and a sense of belonging.
At the heart of "A Queer City" are these three artists who, while facing external indifference, find solace and empowerment in the close-knit community they've cultivated within Norwich. In a world where queer voices are frequently overlooked, they carve out spaces of acceptance and belonging, where their camp sensibilities and bold artistic expressions are celebrated. The documentary reveals how, through the transformative act of performing and creating visually striking art, these drag artists are able to assert their queerness with pride and confidence.
2019,
Drag Queen,
English,
UK,
Director: Saeed Mayahy and Miriam Carlsen
Release Year: 2023
Synopsis:
In the months following the withdrawal of U.S. troops from Afghanistan, a young couple from Kabul, Malika and Mohamed, found themselves navigating the dark, complex streets of Zeytinburnu, a predominantly Afghan neighborhood in Istanbul. Seeking refuge from the brutalities they left behind in Afghanistan, including the threat of an honor killing and the Taliban's deadly punishments, they dreamed of cultivating their forbidden love in a place where they could be free.
Malika, a transgender woman, and Mohamed, her partner in both love and survival, fled their homeland with hopes of finding safety and a better life in Turkey. Together, they faced unimaginable challenges, from poverty to the constant fear of deportation, harassment, and violence. Their love, however, remained their source of strength, motivating them to fight for a future where they could live openly and without fear.
One day, while walking through their new neighborhood, the couple encountered a young homeless man named Ilham, sitting alone on the pavement with no place to turn. The couple decided to extend their support, bringing Ilham into their self-made family, despite the risk and uncertainty it brought.
Together, the three of them embarked on a journey of transformation.
2023,
Afghanistan,
Persian,
Turkey,
Director: Joseph Horning
Release Year: 1975
Synopsis:
The 1975 documentary "Valerie", directed by Joseph Horning, is a striking verité film that provides an intimate, candid portrait of Valerie, a Black transgender sex worker living in rural Ohio. At just 16 minutes long, the documentary offers a profound look into Valerie’s complex dual existence as a transgender woman and sex worker in the Midwest during the 1970s—a time when “cross-dressing” was still illegal and heavily penalized.
Through her own words, Valerie reveals the challenges and contradictions she faces, both in society and within herself. The film serves as a rare and valuable time capsule, highlighting the tenacity and resilience of a woman navigating societal marginalization, personal transformation, and the harsh realities of her work. Valerie speaks openly about the struggles of being a queer person of color in an environment hostile to her identity. She reflects on how her life is shaped by the intersection of race, gender, and sexual orientation, especially in a time when transgender people, particularly sex workers, faced criminalization and systemic oppression.
Valerie's narrative is unapologetic and offers a rare, nuanced glimpse into her world. Her remarks on her life as a transgender woman are both candid and insightful, providing a view into how she has constructed and navigated her identity over the years.
Director: Adrián Silvestre
Release Year: 2021
Title in English: Sediments
Synopsis:
Adrián Silvestre's documentary "Sedimentos" (2021) stands out as one of the finest Spanish films of the year, securing its place among the top Spanish films in a year dominated by fiction. Silvestre, known for his 2016 debut "Los objetos amorosos", spent several years meticulously crafting this ambitious project, which bears similarities to the 1983 documentary "
Vestidas de azul" by Antonio Giménez-Rico, yet presents a unique approach to the subject.
"Sedimentos" invites viewers to reflect on why, despite the 38-year gap between these two films, examples of Spanish cinema featuring trans protagonists remain so rare. One hopes that "Sedimentos" will spark change in this regard, serving as a pivotal work in fostering more inclusive representation.
Produced by Adrián Silvestre and Javier Pérez Santana, "Sedimentos" made waves at the San Sebastián Film Festival, surprising many with its intimate and evocative storytelling. The film has since been showcased at various prestigious events, including Seminci (where it won the Espiga Arcoiris award), the Málaga Film Festival, BFI London, and Outfest Los Angeles (where it received a Special Jury Mention). It has also been successful at LESGAICINEMAD 2021, winning multiple awards, including Best Documentary Feature and Best Documentary Direction, both from the Jury and the Audience. Yet, the journey of "Sedimentos" began five years ago, when Silvestre, with no budget but a strong vision, met Tina Recio, president of the I-vaginarium association, which supports trans women seeking genital surgery.
2021,
Alicia de Benito,
Cristina Millán,
Lena Brasas,
Saya Solana,
Spain,
Spanish,
Tina Recio,
Yolanda Terol,
Show: City Line
Release Year: 1986
Synopsis:
The 1986 interview with Sharon Davis, a transgender woman and author of "
A Finer Specimen of Womanhood: A Transsexual Speaks" (1985), conducted by Jaki Hall and B.T. Bentley for the WJZ-TV series "City Line", was a significant and insightful conversation on topics such as gender identity, religion, relationships, and societal acceptance. The interview, which aired on a public affairs program focused on the Black community in Baltimore, provided a platform for Sharon Davis to share her experiences and offer her perspective as a transsexual woman living in a world that often misunderstood and judged people like her.
The interview begins with Sharon Davis explaining her background and journey to transition. She introduces herself as a transgender woman and shares her experience of writing her memoir, "A Finer Specimen of Womanhood". The book was written to offer both insight and support to others in the LGBTQ+ community, as well as to family members of transgender individuals who may be struggling to understand the complexities of gender identity.
Sharon discusses how her book was designed to help others, particularly individuals and families who may not have the resources or understanding to navigate such a challenging situation. She wanted to create a resource that would demystify the experience of being transgender and offer guidance to those who might be feeling confused or isolated.
1986,
Book,
English,
Sharon Davis,
USA,
Director: Iván Mora Manzano
Release Year: 2021
Title in English: The Beach of Enchaquirados
Synopsis:
"La Playa de los Enchaquirados" (2021), directed by Iván Mora Manzano, is a captivating documentary that delves deep into the daily life and intimate experiences of the transgender community in the small coastal village of Engabao, Ecuador. The film, celebrated for its nuanced portrayal of gender and sexual diversity, invites viewers to explore the complexities of identity, longing, and resilience. Through the eyes of Vicky, a transgender woman who navigates both the demanding work of fishing and the social dynamics of running a local bar, "La Playa de los Enchaquirados" becomes more than just a documentary about gender. It is an exploration of the simple yet profound moments that shape a life lived authentically in a supportive, if unconventional, community.
In the daylight, Vicky heads out to sea to fish, an occupation that demands both physical strength and patience. As the sun sets, she transforms her role into that of a bar owner on the blustery beach, where she serves drinks and shares stories with the other fishermen. Through these routines, the film highlights the subtle yet pervasive sense of unfulfilled desire that marks much of her existence. Yet, there is also warmth—an undercurrent of liberation that radiates through her character and the people around her. Vicky, with her gentle presence and unspoken wisdom, embodies a resilient spirit that contrasts beautifully with the harshness of her environment. The quiet solitude of the beach, the stillness of the sea, and the collective quietude of the community all speak to a deeper yearning for connection and understanding.
Director: Alexandrina Andre
Release Year: 2021
Synopsis:
"One Life To Blossom" is a powerful and intimate 2021 documentary film directed by Alexandrina Andre, chronicling the remarkable journey of Black transgender activist Blossom C. Brown. The film follows Blossom's life over a year, capturing her pursuit of a dream: undergoing facial feminization surgery. This personal milestone occurs just before she makes headlines as a prominent figure at the 2019 CNN LGBTQ+ Town Hall, a pivotal moment in both her life and advocacy work.
Blossom C. Brown's story is one of resilience, courage, and transformation.
Raised in Jackson, Mississippi, she faced immense challenges throughout her life. From an early age, Blossom grappled with her identity, struggling to reconcile her true self with the world around her. Her battle was compounded by health issues, particularly after being diagnosed with HIV at the age of seventeen. The weight of these experiences could have easily extinguished her dreams, but Blossom refused to give up. Instead, she fought to build a life and career that would not only validate her existence but also give a voice to other Black transgender women.
The documentary highlights Blossom's unlikely journey, from working as a grocery store clerk in Jackson to becoming an outspoken public figure in Los Angeles. In a world where Black transgender women face discrimination and invisibility, Blossom's path to recognition is nothing short of inspiring. She defied the odds to become the first transgender woman to graduate from Mississippi University for Women, a significant achievement that marked a turning point in her quest for both personal and professional fulfillment.
2021,
Blossom C. Brown,
English,
USA,
Director: Roberta Torre
Release Year: 2022
Title in English: The Fabulous Ones
Synopsis:
"Le Favolose" (2022), a documentary directed by Roberta Torre, is a poignant and politically charged exploration of the lives and identities of transgender women in Italy. The film delves into the struggles faced by transgender individuals, particularly in death, when their identities are often erased or denied by their families. The documentary, which beautifully blends elements of reality and fiction, is a tribute to the transgender community's resilience and a call for recognition and respect of their journeys.
A disturbing phenomenon frequently occurs when transgender people pass away: they are often stripped of their chosen identities. In these cases, families, sometimes in shame or confusion, either refuse to acknowledge their loved ones’ gender identities or simply cannot come to terms with them. As a result, the funeral is held in secrecy, and the deceased is buried under the name they were assigned at birth, obliterating the path they had chosen to live. This fate befalls Antonia, a transgender woman whose memory is dishonored after her death when her family decides to bury her under her birth name, Giampaolo.
However, her friends, who were once an integral part of her life, decide to honor her memory and fight for her rightful recognition. The film begins with a reunion of her closest friends who, years later, seek to reframe Antonia’s story by ensuring she is finally buried as the woman she was. They remember Antonia not only through her death but by celebrating the life she lived.
2022,
Antonia Iaia,
Italian,
Italy,
Mizia Ciulini,
Nicole De Leo,
Porpora Marcasciano,
Director: Ron Davis
Release Year: 2022
Synopsis:
"Dawn: A Charleston Legend" (2022) is a poignant documentary directed by Ron Davis that delves into the life of Dawn Langley Pepita Simmons, a figure whose unconventional life story intertwines issues of identity, race, love, and resilience. Born as Gordon Langley Hall on October 16, 1922, in Sussex, England, Simmons spent the first part of her life as a man, only to later transition and embrace her identity as a woman. The film explores her tumultuous journey, capturing the complexities of her relationships, her transformative moments, and the significant milestones that defined her extraordinary life.
Simmons' life began in the rural English countryside, in Sussex, where she was born to Jack Copper, a chauffeur for the famous English author Vita Sackville-West and her husband Harold Nicolson, and Marjorie Hall Ticehurst, another servant. Her early childhood was spent largely under the care of her grandmother, and she later visited Sissinghurst Castle, the home of Sackville-West and Nicolson. In her youth, Simmons met Virginia Woolf, who had a relationship with Sackville-West. This encounter marked the beginning of a life that would echo themes of transformation and self-discovery, themes Woolf explored in her novel "Orlando", a tale about a character who changes gender across centuries. This connection between Woolf's literary work and Simmons' own life is explored in the documentary, reflecting the parallels between fiction and reality.
As a young person, Simmons faced a difficult and confusing beginning. She later claimed that she was born intersex, with ambiguous genitalia, leading to her being mistakenly assigned male at birth. However, in the book "
Peninsula of Lies" (2004) by author Edward Ball, it is suggested that Simmons was actually born male and struggled with the gender identity imposed on her. The documentary includes insights into how Simmons' own narrative about her intersex status was complicated by external interpretations of her life, especially as she navigated a complex personal and social world.
2022,
Book,
Dawn Langley Simmons,
English,
USA,
Show: Top Model (Polish TV series) Season 11
Release Year: 2022
Synopsis:
Adriana Hyzopska is a transgender model who gained significant recognition through her participation in the 11th season of the Polish reality TV show "Top Model", a popular reality television series inspired by Tyra Banks' America's Next Top Model. The season featured contestants from Poland competing in various challenges to earn the title of Poland's next Top Model. At just 18 years old, Adriana quickly captured the hearts of both the judges and the audience with her beauty, personality, and courage to be open about her transition. Her journey to becoming one of the most inspiring figures in Poland's fashion industry is both empowering and filled with challenges, making her a symbol of perseverance for many transgender individuals.
Born in Klonowiec Wielki, a small town in Poland, Adriana Hyzopska's early life was shaped by the struggles and societal pressures faced by many transgender individuals. From a young age, she knew that her identity did not align with the gender she was assigned at birth. However, growing up in a small town, where acceptance of non-binary identities was limited, Adriana had to suppress her feelings for a long time. She confided that as a child, she often imagined herself as a princess or mermaid, resonating with femininity in ways that others did not understand. Despite her inner sense of being female, she had to face a world that constantly misgendered her, and this was a source of emotional pain.
When she turned 18, Adriana decided it was time to take control of her identity. She began hormone replacement therapy (HRT), which was the first step toward physically transitioning into the woman she always felt she was. The process of starting HRT was difficult, especially given that she initially had to do it without the support or knowledge of her parents, who were living abroad at the time. Adriana admits that this was a challenging decision, but one that was ultimately crucial for her emotional and physical well-being.
2022,
Adriana Hyzopska,
Poland,
Polish,
Director: Michael Barnett
Release Year: 2019
Synopsis:
Michael Barnett's impactful documentary "Changing the Game" takes viewers deep into the lives of three transgender teens navigating the world of high school sports. With an emphasis on their personal journeys, Barnett sheds light on the unique challenges these young athletes face as they strive to live authentically in a world that often resists their identity. The film follows Sarah Huckman, a skier from New Hampshire, Andraya Yearwood, a sprinter from Connecticut, and Mack Beggs, a wrestler from Texas. Each athlete’s story unfolds against the backdrop of the ever-evolving debate over transgender athletes in competitive sports.
At the heart of the documentary is Mack Beggs, whose story made national headlines when he won the Texas state wrestling championship in 2017. Despite identifying as a boy, Mack was required by Texas state policy to compete in the girls’ division because of his assigned sex at birth. His victory, which some hailed as an inspiring triumph, also sparked controversy and vitriol from those who argued that transgender athletes have an unfair advantage. The film delves into Mack's experiences, exploring not only his athletic success but the public scrutiny and harassment he endured as a result of his identity.
Through Mack, Sarah, and Andraya, "Changing the Game" presents a powerful and personal exploration of the lives of transgender athletes. These young people face daily battles not just in their sport, but in their larger fight for acceptance and equality. In a world where discrimination against transgender individuals is still rampant, sports provide them with a sense of purpose and pride. Despite the constant barrage of hate and misunderstanding, the athletes featured in the film use their love for sports to affirm their identities and fight for the right to compete on their own terms.
Director: Mariana Manuela Bellone
Release Year: 2022
Synopsis:
"Yo soy Alma" (2022) is a deeply personal and thought-provoking documentary directed by Mariana Manuela Bellone. The film tells the remarkable story of Alma Cativa Sánchez, a transgender woman from Córdoba, Argentina. Alma's journey through life is one of profound transformation and self-acceptance, and her story is an inspiring testament to the power of embracing one's true identity.
Alma’s life has spanned multiple phases and identities. From her childhood in a small town to her eventual recognition of her gender identity,
Alma's journey has been filled with struggles, reinventions, and moments of liberation. Through "Yo soy Alma," Bellone offers a window into Alma's world, capturing her evolution as she transitions from a person forced to conform to societal norms into a woman who fully embraces her authentic self. The documentary traces her experiences using a blend of restored VHS footage, personal photographs, and Alma's own narration, which brings an intimate, raw quality to the story.
The film explores Alma’s life in several stages, starting with her time in the police force, which she joined to avoid mandatory military service. It also reflects on her two marriages and the four children she raised before transitioning. In addition to these personal milestones, "Yo soy Alma" delves into Alma’s return to her childhood home after many years, where she revisits the past and confronts long-buried memories.
Alma’s reflections, captured in the documentary, are laced with both vulnerability and empowerment. As she narrates the experiences of her life, she speaks candidly about the struggles of living in a body that did not align with her true self. Alma acknowledges the pain of not being able to express her identity openly during her earlier years. However, she also celebrates the joy and fulfillment she now experiences as she fully embodies her true gender. Alma’s story is not just her own—it resonates with anyone who has struggled to fit into societal expectations, regardless of gender identity.
2022,
Alma Cativa Sánchez,
Argentina,
Spanish,
Director: Conor Horgan
Release Year: 2018
Synopsis:
"The Queen of Ireland" (2018), directed by Conor Horgan, is a documentary that traces the journey of Rory O'Neill, better known by his drag persona Panti Bliss. Panti is not only one of the world's most celebrated drag queens but also an unlikely activist who has become an iconic figure in Ireland’s LGBT rights movement. The documentary delves into the personal and public life of Panti, offering an intimate look at the person behind the glittering persona and how he became a key advocate for marriage equality and LGBT rights in Ireland.
Panti Bliss, created by Rory O'Neill, is a character that effortlessly blends glamour and wit. Part glamorous aunt, part Jessica Rabbit, Panti is a performer known for her sharp humor, commanding charisma, and incisive social commentary. Panti's performances are laced with humor, but they also serve as platforms for unfiltered truths about society, homophobia, and equality. As Panti herself describes, she is “a court jester whose role is to say the un-sayable.”
Over the years, O'Neill has become a central figure in Ireland's LGBT rights movement. His journey towards activism began somewhat accidentally but gained momentum after a controversial moment in 2014, dubbed "Pantigate." During a primetime chat show, Panti made a bold statement about homophobia, which ignited a national debate. What followed was a period of intense public scrutiny, but it also transformed Panti into an outspoken and passionate advocate for LGBT rights.
2018,
Drag Queen,
Ireland,
Panti Bliss,
Director: Adam Golub
Release Year: 2020
Original title: Aconchego da tua Mãe
Synopsis:
"Aconchego da tua Mãe" (translated as "Your Mother's Comfort") is a 2020 documentary directed by Adam Golub, which chronicles the life and struggles of Indianara Siqueira, a prominent Brazilian trans activist and politician. The film explores the challenges Siqueira faces as she fights to protect the LGBT homeless shelter she founded, CasaNem, amidst the political turmoil in Brazil as an extreme-right wing president looms on the horizon.
Indianara Siqueira’s journey is nothing short of remarkable.
A trans activist and politician, she is the founder and leader of CasaNem, a shelter in Rio de Janeiro dedicated to providing support for trans sex workers facing homelessness. Located in the heart of the city, CasaNem serves as a vital space for trans individuals who are marginalized and vulnerable. However, the shelter faces the looming threat of eviction, as it occupies an abandoned building that is at risk of being reclaimed by the authorities.
In a desperate attempt to protect her community, Siqueira stages an audacious occupation of a colonial palace in downtown Rio de Janeiro. There, she negotiates with the local government to secure a future for CasaNem and the individuals it serves. The documentary sheds light on the larger political context, as Brazilian democracy seems to crumble under the weight of rising far-right political forces. Against this backdrop, Siqueira becomes a tireless advocate for her community, seeking to shield them from the dangers of the streets in an uncertain future.
2020,
Brazil,
Indianara Siqueira,
Portuguese,
Director: Stéphane Rodriguez
Release Year: 2012
Original title: Katoeys de Thailande: A la rencontre du 3ème sexee
Synopsis:
The 2012 documentary Katoeys: The Third Sex by Stéphane Rodriguez offers a comprehensive exploration of the lives of trans women, or Katoï, in Thailand, focusing on the ease of access to hormones, the booming transgender beauty industry, and the emotional and physical risks of transitioning. The film explores the rapidly growing transgender beauty and sex-change surgery industry in Thailand, particularly in Bangkok, which has earned a reputation as the world capital for sex-change operations.
The film takes viewers inside luxury clinics like Dr. Kamol's, a renowned establishment where high-end surgeries are offered with a focus on providing a transformative and life-changing experience for transgender women. Dr. Kamol, a well-regarded surgeon, performs operations that cater to an international clientele. His clinic's pristine atmosphere and comprehensive services stand in stark contrast to other, lower-cost clinics in the country. One of the most prominent figures in the Thai transgender community, Poy Treechada, serves as a prime example of the positive and empowering narrative surrounding gender reassignment surgery. Poy, a famous trans model and actress, credits her transformation and surgery at Dr. Kamol’s clinic as the key to her personal fulfillment. Poy is portrayed as an example of how a successful gender transition can lead to both professional success and a sense of wholeness. She refers to her surgery as the completion of her identity, describing Dr. Kamol as a "second father" who helped her become a "complete person." Poy’s story presents transitioning not as a sign of mental instability, but as a necessary step to feel whole and complete. Her life after the surgery improved drastically, and she no longer feels handicapped by her previous male body.
2012,
English,
French,
Poy Treechada,
Thailand,
Director: Bonnie Imogen Smith
Release Year: 2017
Synopsis:
In 2017, Bonnie Imogen Smith, a transgender woman and social media influencer, released the powerful and intimate documentary "Behind The Bombshell". This documentary offers an eye-opening look into Bonnie's life, shedding light on her personal journey of self-discovery, the emotional challenges she faced, and the transformation she underwent to live as her authentic self. By delving into her experiences, the documentary also opens up broader conversations about gender identity, societal expectations, and the importance of self-love and acceptance.
"Behind The Bombshell" isn’t just a typical documentary; it’s a deeply personal recount of Bonnie’s experiences, crafted with a raw honesty that invites viewers into her world. The film takes a unique approach by intertwining personal footage, reflections, and discussions with her family and friends. As a result, it presents not only the physical transformation Bonnie underwent but also her emotional and psychological evolution.
The documentary stands out because of its authenticity. Bonnie doesn’t shy away from the complexities of her life, discussing topics that are often stigmatized or misunderstood. From grappling with self-acceptance to dealing with the trauma of a past sexual assault, "Behind The Bombshell" is a story of resilience and survival. It is an exploration of identity and the deep internal battles many people face on their path to self-realization.
2017,
Bonnie Imogen Smith,
English,
UK,
Director: Diego González Cruz
Release Year: 2024
Synopsis:
Directed by Diego González Cruz, the documentary "Barbitch" provides an unflinching look at the life of Barbie, a trans woman who leaves behind her career as a webcam model in Colombia and travels to Spain in search of a better life. What she finds instead is a harsh and often hostile reality, even in places that are considered LGBTQ+ friendly."
Clocking in at 83 minutes, "Barbitch" is not just a documentary; it’s an intimate and heart-wrenching journey that follows Barbie's life over five years. The film captures her ongoing struggle to survive in an unfamiliar world, documenting her challenges, her resilience, and the scars left by discrimination and social uprooting. Barbie’s story unfolds as she navigates a path that is anything but smooth, filled with hardship, rejection, and moments of raw survival.
Barbie is a self-proclaimed diva, proud of her tattoos and her love for the character Ariel from "The Little Mermaid", who has always felt a deep connection with the animated figure—not for her physical beauty, but for the sense of being different, especially below the waist. In Colombia, Barbie worked as a webcam model, like many young women who find limited alternatives for economic advancement in a country marked by machismo and homophobia. But her ambitions go beyond her career in the virtual world. She dreams of a new life in Spain, believing that Europe, with its more open-minded attitude toward LGBTQ+ issues, will offer her a chance at happiness and acceptance.
However, what Barbie finds in Spain is far from what she expected. Despite its reputation as a welcoming environment for LGBTQ+ people, the country presents its own set of challenges, proving that discrimination is a global problem, not confined to any one place.
2024,
Bárbara García,
Barcelona,
Colombia,
Spanish,
Director: Harrod Blank and Sjoerd Dijk
Release Year: 2019
Synopsis:
"Why Can’t I Be Me? Around You" (2019), directed by Harrod Blank and Sjoerd Dijk, is a deeply introspective documentary that delves into the journey of Rusty Tidenberg, an auto mechanic from Albuquerque, New Mexico, who navigates the complexities of coming out as a trans woman. This emotionally resonant film captures Rusty’s eight-year-long journey toward self-acceptance in a world that is still grappling with its understanding of gender. Harrod Blank, the son of the renowned filmmaker
Les Blank, is known for his work on the art-car scene, which plays an integral part in this documentary as well. Through Rusty’s story, Blank weaves a broader narrative about the struggle to define one's identity in a society that often resists change, particularly when it comes to gender identity.
The story centers on Rusty, a mechanic and drag-racing enthusiast, who shakes the foundations of her family and community by coming out as trans. Her journey is not one of smooth acceptance. Despite the gradual shift in attitudes within her tight-knit community in the American Southwest, Rusty still faces many hurdles, both in her personal and professional life. The film chronicles her struggle to find her place in a world that seems to have limited space for a trans person who doesn't always fit the traditional mold. Blank’s film shows Rusty trying to reconcile her feminine gender identity with her masculine interests, navigating the nuances of sexual and gender identity, and seeking a community where she can feel both seen and valued.
Blank's approach to Rusty’s story is not just a standard documentary format but rather a deeply personal exploration that mirrors Rusty’s own quest for self-definition.
2019,
Marci Bowers,
New Mexico,
Plymouth Harman Ansbergs,
Rusty Tidenberg,
USA,