Gardenia: Bevor der letzte Vorhang fällt

2014, Belgium, Flemish, French, Vanessa Van Durme,

Director: Thomas Wallner
Release Year: 2014
English title: Before the Last Curtain Falls

Synopsis:

Thomas Wallner's documentary "Before the Last Curtain Falls" (German: Bevor der letzte Vorhang fällt) emerges as a poignant exploration of identity, love, and aging through the lives of a remarkable group of drag and transgender cabaret performers. Released in 2014, the film chronicles the journey of these artists as they prepare for their final show in Ghent after a successful international tour of the acclaimed cabaret "Gardenia."

 

Wallner, a German-Canadian filmmaker known for his ability to capture the human experience, offers a unique lens on the lives of these performers (Gerrit Becker, Richard Dierick, Vanessa Van Durme, Andrea De Laet, Danilo Povolo, Rudy Suwyns, Griet De Backer, Hendrik Lebon, Dirk Van Vaerenbergh, Yong Li and Ashref Mahmoud). He intended to move beyond the stereotypical narratives of transsexuality and homosexuality, aiming instead to highlight broader themes of love, acceptance, and the challenges of aging.

 

"I definitely did not want to make a film about transsexuality or homosexuality," Wallner emphasized, indicating his desire to focus on the universal struggles of his subjects as they navigate the twilight of their careers and lives. The documentary profiles six cast members, all in their sixties and seventies, who have come together for this final performance. Their stories are woven with threads of joy, sorrow, triumph, and disappointment, creating a rich tapestry that reflects the complexity of their identities.

 

"Gardenia," conceived by Belgian writer and actress Vanessa Van Durme, served as the launching pad for this intimate exploration. Inspired by a Dutch documentary about a transvestite cabaret in Barcelona, Van Durme envisioned a show that would celebrate the lives of older artists who often go unrecognized. Assembling a diverse cast from her own past, Van Durme created a platform for performers to showcase their talents and share their stories. The resulting production is a blend of music, movement, and visual tableau, reflecting the dualities within the performers’ lives. They traverse gender boundaries onstage, donning both masculine and feminine attire—from sleek three-piece suits to elaborate gowns—illustrating the fluidity of their identities. The performances resonate with themes of vulnerability and resilience, capturing the essence of their journeys from past struggles to newfound self-acceptance.

 

As Wallner delves deeper into the lives of his subjects, the film takes on a reflective tone. The performers share their histories, revealing moments of love, loss, and heartache. They recount their experiences of gender reassignment surgeries, the societal stigmas they faced, and the intimate relationships that shaped their identities. Each narrative contributes to a collective understanding of what it means to live authentically, particularly in a world that often marginalizes those who do not conform to conventional norms. One performer, having kept his sexuality a secret for years, expresses the fear of being outed, while another reveals his past as a window prostitute in Antwerp. These candid revelations offer a raw glimpse into the complexities of their lives, underscoring the emotional risks they took in search of acceptance and love. Wallner spent 18 months cultivating trust with the performers before filming began, allowing them to open up in ways that feel both intimate and profound. The vulnerability displayed is matched by moments of humor, as the performers reflect on their pasts with a sense of levity that brings warmth to their stories. Their willingness to embrace their identities, even in the face of societal challenges, speaks to a universal desire for connection and belonging.

 

"Before the Last Curtain Falls" poignantly captures the bittersweet nature of aging. The performers, often confronting their mortality, discuss the emotional toll of lost opportunities and broken relationships. Yet, amid the reflections on their pasts, there is an undeniable sense of resilience. As they prepare for their final performance, they acknowledge the impact of "Gardenia" on their lives, describing it as a highlight—a celebration of their artistry and a testament to their enduring spirit. Van Durme’s words resonate deeply throughout the film: “Love is the most important thing in life.” She articulates a sentiment shared by her fellow performers, who emphasize the significance of love and connection over material possessions or societal accolades. This theme becomes a rallying cry, reinforcing the idea that their lives, filled with both hardship and triumph, are worthy of celebration.

 

The documentary culminates in the final performance of "Gardenia," a moment that encapsulates the essence of what these performers have achieved together. Wallner's film transcends mere documentation; it becomes a heartfelt tribute to the courage it takes to be oneself, regardless of age or societal expectations. "Before the Last Curtain Falls" premiered at the 2014 Hot Docs Canadian International Documentary Festival, where it was awarded the Special Jury Prize for Best Canadian Feature Documentary. It stands as an essential contribution to the conversation around aging, identity, and the rich narratives that often go unheard. Through the lens of performance art, Wallner invites audiences to reflect on their own lives, to embrace vulnerability, and to celebrate the courage it takes to live authentically. As these remarkable artists take their final bow, they leave behind a legacy of love, resilience, and the transformative power of self-expression—a legacy that continues to inspire and uplift.

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