A random collection of films authored by or about my transgender, intersex sisters, and gender-nonconforming persons all over the world. I watched some of them, and I was inspired by some of them. I met some of the authors and heroines, some of them are my best friends, and I had the pleasure and honor of interviewing some of them. If you know of any transgender documentary that I have not covered yet, please let me know.
Director: Sean Bloch
Release Year: 2014
Synopsis:
In the poignant documentary Presenting Lisa, director Sean Bloch invites viewers into the complex and deeply personal journey of Larry, a man whose life has been shaped by decisions made long before he could understand them. This film is not only a story of self-discovery but also a powerful exploration of gender identity, societal expectations, and the enduring quest for authenticity.
At birth, Larry's sex could not be definitively assigned, a reality that left his parents grappling with an unimaginable choice. In a world that often demands clear categorizations, Larry was briefly able to inhabit a unique space—one that allowed for fluidity in gender expression. However, the comfort of this space was short-lived. At just five years old, the decision was made for him: Larry underwent sex assignment surgery, which would seal his fate as a boy.
Fast forward sixty years, and we meet a man who has lived much of his life in a role that never felt truly his own. As Larry transitions to Lisa, he embarks on a courageous journey to reclaim an identity that was denied to him as a child. This journey is fraught with challenges, not only as he navigates societal norms but also as he confronts the deeply ingrained beliefs of those around him.
Director: Silas Howard
Release Year: 2014
Synopsis:
"Sticks & Stones," directed by Silas Howard, is a compelling documentary that delves into the life and legacy of Bambi Lake, a legendary figure in San Francisco's vibrant LGBTQ+ scene. With a blend of personal storytelling and historical reflection, the film takes viewers on a journey through Polk Street, a significant location in the history of transgender performance art and nightlife. At its heart, "Sticks & Stones" is a tribute to resilience, creativity, and the often-overlooked narratives of those who paved the way for future generations.
Bambi Lake is not just a performer; she is a cultural icon whose life embodies the spirit of the San Francisco arts community during a transformative era. Known for her flamboyant style and dynamic performances, Bambi gained notoriety as a transgender entertainer in the 1970s. Her work has been instrumental in shaping the landscape of LGBTQ+ performance art, particularly during a time when visibility for transgender individuals was severely limited. The film introduces audiences to Bambi as she shares her personal anecdotes, recounting her experiences on Polk Street—one of the hubs of LGBTQ+ nightlife in San Francisco. This area was alive with energy, creativity, and a sense of community, serving as both a sanctuary and a stage for many performers like Bambi.
2014,
Bambi Lake,
English,
USA,
Director: Miles Christian Daniels
Release Year: 2004
Synopsis:
"Dixie Queen," directed by Miles Christian Daniels, is a vibrant and thought-provoking documentary that offers an intimate glimpse into the life of Tara Nicole, a drag queen hailing from Wilmington, North Carolina. The film explores the complexities of her identity as a performer, as well as the cultural dynamics of growing up gay in the South. Through engaging interviews, stunning drag performances, and candid reflections, "Dixie Queen" reveals the challenges and triumphs faced by Southern drag queens, providing a nuanced perspective on gay life and culture in a region often associated with conservative values.
At the center of "Dixie Queen" is Tara Nicole, a self-proclaimed "Bitch Goddess of the Port City." Tara's journey from a small-town farm boy to a celebrated drag performer is both inspiring and relatable. The documentary chronicles her transformation, delving into her early experiences growing up in a rural environment where societal norms often dictate rigid gender roles.
Tara's story is emblematic of many LGBTQ+ individuals who grapple with their identities in less accepting spaces. Daniels captures the essence of Tara's character, showcasing her humor, resilience, and determination to express herself fully through the art of drag. Through Tara, viewers are introduced to the broader world of Southern drag culture, which is characterized by both flamboyance and the harsh realities of life in a region where homophobia can be prevalent.
2004,
Drag Queen,
English,
Tara Nicole,
USA,
Producer: Ryan Seacrest Productions
Release Year: 2015
Première: ABC Family
Synopsis:
"Becoming Us" is an unscripted drama that intricately weaves the story of Ben, a teenager navigating the complexities of adolescence while facing a profound family transition. The series chronicles the life of Ben and his family as they support each other through the journey of his father, Charlie, who transitions into Carly Lehwald. Set against the backdrop of the Midwestern United States, "Becoming Us" offers an intimate portrayal of love, acceptance, and the challenges of coming to terms with identity in a close-knit family.
At the center of "Becoming Us" is the evolving relationship between Ben and his parent, Carly. The series provides a candid look at the impact of Carly's transition on Ben, who finds himself grappling with a mix of emotions—confusion, embarrassment, and ultimately, a desire for understanding. This journey is not merely about Carly's transformation; it encapsulates the broader implications for the family unit as they navigate their new reality together.
The narrative begins with the initial shock of Carly’s transition. Ben, like many teenagers, struggles to reconcile his feelings with the changes occurring in his life. As his father becomes a woman, he faces the challenge of adapting to this new family dynamic while simultaneously dealing with the pressures of school and friendships. The series expertly captures these feelings of turmoil and the complexity of adolescent identity during such transitions.
2015,
Carly Lehwald,
English,
USA,
Directed and Produced: Dean Hamer and Joe Wilson
Release Year: 2011
Synopsis:
"Boy in a Dress" is a powerful documentary that delves into the life of Namoli Brennet, a transgender singer-songwriter whose artistic journey intertwines with her personal story of transition and self-discovery. Directed by Dean Hamer, the film not only highlights Brennet’s musical talent but also offers an intimate glimpse into the challenges and triumphs faced by transgender individuals, particularly in the realm of creative expression. Through Brennet’s experiences, the documentary explores themes of identity, acceptance, and the transformative power of art.
Namoli Brennet, an Iowa-based artist, has established herself as a prominent figure in the music scene, receiving accolades such as four Outmusic award nominations and the Tucson Folk Festival Songwriting Award. Her journey into music has been a lifelong pursuit, as she shared in an interview with Monika Kowalska for her blog "
Heroines of My Life." From an early age, Brennet knew that music would be an integral part of her life, stating, "I just always knew that I would do something with music."
Despite her early confidence in her musical calling, Brennet faced challenges that held her back from fully embracing her artistry. It wasn’t until a pivotal moment at age 29, when she watched the musical "RENT," that she felt compelled to act on her dreams. The show’s powerful message, "No day but today," resonated deeply with her and propelled her to pursue music with newfound urgency.
2011,
English,
Monika Kowalska,
Namoli Brennet,
USA,
Director: Sam Feder
Release Year: 2014
Synopsis:
"Kate Bornstein Is a Queer and Pleasant Danger," directed by Sam Feder, offers an illuminating portrait of Kate Bornstein, a trailblazer in the world of gender theory and LGBTQ+ activism. Bornstein's journey, as chronicled in this documentary, is one of resilience, creativity, and transformation, making her a central figure in discussions about gender and identity.
Bornstein is best known for her groundbreaking book, Gender Outlaw: On Men, Women, and the Rest of Us, which has become a cornerstone text in queer theory. In her work, she challenges the rigid binary concept of gender, paving the way for countless individuals to explore and embrace their identities beyond traditional norms.
At the heart of the documentary lies Bornstein's candid reflection on her life experiences, from her early days as a member of the Church of Scientology to her battles with cancer. The film delves into the dualities of her existence: the activist and the artist, the public figure and the private individual. Feder captures this dichotomy with a blend of humor, poignancy, and raw honesty.
Bornstein's artistic expressions—whether in her performances or written works—serve as vehicles for her activism. They invite audiences to confront their perceptions of gender and identity, encouraging a dialogue that is both necessary and urgent. The documentary not only showcases her vibrant performances but also the painful realities she faced, such as alienation from some segments of the LGBTQ+ community.
2014,
English,
Kate Bornstein,
Monika Kowalska,
USA,
Director: Marie Losier
Release Year: 2011
In the world of avant-garde art and music, few figures stand as prominently as Genesis Breyer P-Orridge. A visionary pioneer of industrial music through his work with Throbbing Gristle and Psychic TV, Genesis's contributions to culture extend far beyond sound; they delve deeply into the realms of identity, sexuality, and transformation. Marie Losier's documentary, "The Ballad of Genesis and Lady Jaye," serves as an intimate exploration of Genesis’s life and the profound partnership he shared with Lady Jaye, illuminating their groundbreaking "Pandrogyne" project.
At the heart of this film is the poignant relationship between Genesis and Lady Jaye. Their love story is marked by radical experimentation—not only in their artistic endeavors but also in their physical selves. As they navigated the complexities of identity and gender, they embarked on an extraordinary journey of transformation, both personally and artistically.
2011,
English,
Genesis P-Orridge,
USA,
Producers: Conveyor Media & Reality Road
Release Year: 2015
Synopsis:
"New Girls on the Block," produced by Conveyor Media and Reality Road, is a groundbreaking reality series that brings to light the lives of a group of inspiring transgender women from Kansas City, Missouri. This show is not only entertaining but also serves as a vital platform for representation, focusing on the journeys of these women as they navigate relationships, personal growth, and societal challenges.
At its core, "New Girls on the Block" revolves around the friendships that bind these women together, showcasing the support systems that are crucial in their journeys. The cast includes Jamie, Kassidy, Chloe, Macy, Sharon, Robyn, and Andrew, each bringing their unique stories and experiences to the screen.
Jamie, a former military member, faces significant challenges as she transitions into her identity as a woman. One of the central storylines follows her as she pursues competitive triathlons, confronting societal norms and prejudices that challenge her right to compete as a transgender woman.
Director: Nikki Araguz Loyd
Release Year: 2014
Synopsis:
In the vibrant tapestry of American narratives, few stories resonate as deeply as that of Nikki Araguz Loyd. Her life, a mosaic of triumphs, challenges, and unwavering spirit, is the centerpiece of the compelling eight-episode docu-series, "Nikki's American Dream." This series provides an engaging, feisty, and often hilarious glimpse into the complexities of Nikki's existence as a same-sex marriage activist, author, and public speaker. Through candid interviews, personal reflections, and rich storytelling, the series highlights Nikki's resilience in the face of adversity and her relentless pursuit of justice and love.
Nikki Araguz was born on June 4, 1975, and from a young age, she exhibited the qualities that would later define her—strength, charisma, and an unwavering sense of self. Growing up in a world often unkind to those who dared to be different, Nikki's journey into adulthood was marked by her vibrant personality and tenacity. Her early forays into the media world and advertising laid the groundwork for her later endeavors, including the publication of Wharton County Living magazine, which showcased her knack for storytelling and community engagement.
2014,
English,
Nikki Araguz Loyd,
USA,
Authors: Jo Ryan, Peter Welch, Dorothy Ahlgren
Release Year: 1995
Synopsis:
The 18-minute educational film A Transgender Path takes its viewers on a powerful and introspective journey through the life of Joelle Ruby Ryan, a University of New Hampshire (UNH) lecturer and advocate for gender inclusivity. In this documentary-style piece, Joelle shares the intimate and personal experiences of her transition from male to female, offering a rare and candid insight into the complex and often misunderstood world of transgender identity.
Authored by Jo Ryan, Peter Welch, and Dorothy Ahlgren, A Transgender Path is not only an exploration of Joelle's life but also an educational tool that aims to broaden viewers' understanding of transgender issues.
The film acts as a valuable resource for both those who are unfamiliar with or curious about the transgender experience and for those seeking a more nuanced perspective on gender identity. By weaving together personal reflections, expert commentary, and testimonies from friends, family, and colleagues, A Transgender Path creates an evocative portrait of the life of a transgender individual navigating a world that is often at odds with their lived reality.
1995,
English,
Joelle Ruby Ryan,
USA,
Director: Rich Aucoin
Release Year: 2013
Synopsis:
In many parts of the United States, the fight for transgender rights can feel like an uphill battle—one that requires fierce advocacy, community mobilization, and often, years of effort to secure even modest victories. However, in the small city of Chelsea, Massachusetts, a remarkable collaboration between two grassroots organizations led to a monumental policy change that will have a lasting impact on the lives of transgender individuals in the state. The video Small City, Big Change, directed by Rich Aucoin, documents this powerful story of advocacy, solidarity, and the power of local action in the fight for transgender rights.
The video chronicles a collaboration between a statewide LGBTQ+ advocacy organization, MassEquality, and the Chelsea Collaborative, a Latino-led community group. Through this partnership, they successfully pushed for the inclusion of comprehensive transgender protections in city policy. The resulting victory is a testament to the power of grassroots activism and how diverse communities, when united in purpose, can achieve significant social change.
The film features key interviews with individuals deeply involved in the advocacy effort, including Gladys Vega, Director of the Chelsea Collaborative, Shanthell Saenz, a transgender community leader, Carly Burton, Deputy Director of MassEquality, and Rep. Eugene O'Flaherty. These voices help to tell the story of how this collaboration unfolded, what challenges were faced along the way, and what it means for the future of transgender rights in Massachusetts.
2013,
English,
Shanthell Saenz,
USA,
Director: Frank Simon
Release Year: 1968
Synopsis:
Released in 1968, The Queen directed by Frank Simon is a pivotal documentary in the history of drag culture, providing a rare, unfiltered glimpse into the world of drag queens in a time when it was still illegal for men to dress as women. This documentary follows the contestants of the 1967 "Miss All-America Camp Beauty Contest," a drag beauty pageant held at the Town and Country Hotel in New York City, and is perhaps most famous for being judged by the iconic Andy Warhol, alongside several other notable figures of the era. The film is more than just a snapshot of a subculture; it is a powerful piece of history that explores issues of gender identity, social norms, and the evolving drag performance scene in the United States.
In 1967, the legal environment for drag queens and LGBTQ+ individuals was markedly oppressive. Across the United States, it was illegal for men to dress in women’s clothing, and drag performances were considered a criminal act in many states.
1968,
Crystal LaBeija,
Dorian Corey,
English,
Flawless Mother Sabrina,
International Chrysis,
Jackie Curtis,
Rachel Harlow,
USA,
Director: Ellen Fisher Turk & Andrew Weeks
Release Year: 1993
Synopsis:
Split: Portrait of a Drag Queen (1993), directed by Ellen Fisher Turk and Andrew Weeks, is a documentary that presents a deeply personal, complex, and captivating portrait of International Chrysis, a pioneering transgender performer whose life and career were as dramatic and multifaceted as the world she inhabited. Born in 1951, Chrysis, whose birth name was Christopher, became a symbol of transformation, resilience, and glamour within the drag and transgender communities. The film explores her rise from humble beginnings to the heights of fame in New York City’s drag scene, capturing her charisma, artistry, and struggles in ways that celebrate her while also highlighting the personal costs of a life lived in the spotlight.
The documentary is structured as both a celebration of Chrysis’s career and an intimate reflection on the challenges she faced, including issues of gender, identity, health, and societal acceptance. It tells the story of a beautiful boy who, in the late 1960s, fled his Brooklyn home in search of something more, and over the next several decades, became a renowned figure in the drag and performance art worlds. Chrysis’s journey is marked by a combination of courage and vulnerability, and Split sheds light on the multifaceted nature of her character, showing not only her extravagant public persona but also the private individual who dealt with profound personal and physical struggles.
1993,
English,
International Chrysis,
USA,
Director: Dacia Saenz & Sara McCaslin
Release Year: 2014
Synopsis:
The Cost of Gender (2014) by Dacia Saenz and Sara McCaslin is a poignant documentary that sheds light on the intersection of gender, health care, and migration, focusing on the transgender community in the United States and their search for affordable, compassionate care in Thailand. The film explores the barriers transgender Americans face within their own healthcare systems, particularly the systemic discrimination and limited access to gender-affirming treatments.
By sharing the personal stories of individuals like Rev. Carla Robinson, an Episcopal pastor in Seattle, and Morgana Love, an opera singer from Mexico City, the documentary reveals how the high cost of transgender healthcare in the U.S. pushes many to seek surgery and medical care in Thailand—where these services are more affordable and often more accessible.
2014,
Carla Robinson,
English,
Monika Kowalska,
Morganna Love,
Thailand,
USA,
Director: Joe Ippolito
Release Year: 2012
Synopsis:
"Growing Old Gracefully: The Transgender Experience" is a poignant and revealing documentary that addresses the often overlooked realities faced by transgender elders as they navigate the challenges of aging. Directed by Joe Ippolito, the 2012 film is an intimate exploration of the lives of transgender individuals who are experiencing the complexities of growing older in a world that has historically been unkind and uninformed about their existence. The film features the stories of five transgender elders who are confronting a range of issues that are universal to aging but are uniquely compounded by the social and cultural prejudices directed at transgender people.
At its core, the film is an exploration of the intersectionality of aging, gender identity, and societal marginalization. It highlights the experiences of transgender people as they enter their 60s, 70s, and even 80s, a milestone that, for the first time in history, is becoming a significant demographic. As transgender individuals age, they not only face the physical challenges associated with growing older—such as health problems, mobility issues, and the loss of loved ones—but also the compounded burdens of societal neglect, discrimination, and systemic exclusion.
2012,
English,
Miss Major Griffin-Gracy,
USA,
Director: Dean Hamer & Joe Wilson
Release Year: 2014
Synopsis:
Kumu Hina (2014), directed by Dean Hamer and Joe Wilson, is a powerful documentary that explores themes of identity, culture, and community through the life of Hina Wong-Kalu, a native Hawaiian māhū, or transgender, teacher in Honolulu. The film offers an intimate portrait of Hina’s personal and professional journey, highlighting her role as a mentor to a young girl named Ho‘onani, and exploring the complexities of her own life as a transgender woman. In a world that still struggles with understanding gender fluidity, Kumu Hina is a groundbreaking exploration of how indigenous Hawaiian culture embraces gender diversity, offering a unique lens through which to view the intersection of tradition and modernity, self-identity, and the pursuit of love.
The term "māhū" holds a deep significance in Hawaiian culture. Historically, it refers to individuals who embody both male and female qualities and were respected for their ability to bridge the gap between genders. As a māhū, Hina Wong-Kalu occupies a place of cultural significance in Hawai‘i, where her gender identity is both a personal expression and an integral part of her cultural heritage. In the film, Hina not only navigates the complexities of being a transgender woman in contemporary Hawai‘i but also strives to live in harmony with her Hawaiian values, such as respect for family, community, and the land. Kumu Hina invites viewers into her world, exploring her work as a kumu (teacher) and her evolving personal life, in a documentary that is both poignant and empowering.
2014,
English,
Hina Wong-Kalu,
USA,
Director: Anna Marie Rosenberg
Release Year: 2012
Synopsis:
"Return of the Prodigal Son" (2012), directed by Anna Marie Rosenberg, is one of the most controversial and thought-provoking documentaries of the decade. The film introduces viewers to the story of K.K. Hofeling, a male-to-female transgender individual who undergoes sex reassignment surgery (SRS), only to later regret the transition and embark on a personal journey to reverse the procedure and return to his original male gender. The documentary delves deep into Hofeling's transformation, not only in terms of physical gender but also in spiritual and psychological terms, offering a unique perspective on transgender identity that challenges the politically correct narrative surrounding the issue.
The documentary opens with K.K. Hofeling's account of his life, starting from his childhood and early experiences of gender dysphoria to the moment when he chose to transition from male to female. Like many transgender individuals, Hofeling felt a strong sense of disconnect between his physical body and his gender identity, a feeling that led him to seek medical intervention to align his outward appearance with his inner sense of self. After undergoing SRS and living as a woman for several years, Hofeling comes to the painful realization that transitioning did not resolve the internal conflict he had hoped it would. In fact, he finds himself feeling more lost and confused than ever, prompting him to consider transitioning back to his birth gender.
2012,
English,
K.K. Hofeling,
USA,
Producer: AOL
Release Year: 2014
Synopsis:
In 2012, Laura Jane Grace, the frontwoman of punk rock band Against Me!, made a profound announcement that resonated deeply not just in the music world but in the broader cultural landscape: she came out as transgender. This revelation was not merely personal but marked a pivotal moment for the visibility of transgender individuals in the public eye, particularly in music. Grace’s announcement was not a singular event, but part of an ongoing dialogue about identity, gender, and the public's understanding of the transgender experience—something that had been largely absent from mainstream rock music up until that point.
Grace’s journey is deeply intertwined with her artistic expression, and it seems almost inevitable that as she began to transition, her songwriting and public persona would reflect this inner transformation. Her album Transgender Dysphoria Blues (2014) stands as a stark and unapologetic exploration of her experiences with gender dysphoria and the complexities of transitioning. The album was widely lauded for its raw honesty, a characteristic that would become a hallmark of Grace's work. As she later revealed, her transition was not only a personal evolution but an artistic one, giving her the freedom to express herself in ways she had never felt able to before.
2014,
English,
Isley Reust,
Laura Jane Grace,
Our Lady J,
USA,
Director: Bernardo Loyola
Release Year: 2010
Full name: Real Sports With Bryant Gumbel - Transitions
Synopsis:
"Transitions" (2012) is a powerful and insightful documentary directed by Bernardo Loyola that delves into the lives of three transgender sportswriters, offering a nuanced portrayal of their experiences in a world that has historically been resistant to gender diversity.
The documentary follows Bobbie Dittmeier, a writer for MLB.com; Christina Kahrl, an editor and writer for Baseball Prospectus; and Christine Daniels, a columnist for the Los Angeles Times. These women—each with a unique voice and perspective—share their personal stories of transitioning, their experiences within the sports media landscape, and the challenges they face in navigating both their identities and careers. Loyola's approach to this subject matter is both respectful and revealing, providing viewers with a compelling exploration of identity, acceptance, and the intersection between gender and sports.
2010,
Bobbie Dittmeier,
Christina Kahrl,
English,
USA,
Director: Torben Bernhard
Release Year: 2014
Synopsis:
Transmormon (2014), a short documentary directed by Torben Bernhard, explores the complex journey of Eri Hayward, a young transgender woman from Orem, Utah, who grew up within the confines of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints (LDS). The 15-minute film provides an intimate glimpse into Eri's life, focusing not only on her gender transition but also on her family dynamics, her Mormon upbringing, and the spiritual and emotional challenges she faced as she navigated the intersection of faith, identity, and societal expectations.
At the heart of Transmormon is the tension between Eri’s identity as a transgender woman and the teachings of the LDS Church, which has historically maintained rigid views on gender and sexuality. Raised as a devout Mormon, Eri faced immense internal conflict when she realized that the gender she was assigned at birth did not align with her true sense of self. As a young child, Eri confided in her father, Ed Hayward, expressing a desire to be a girl. At the time, Ed assumed this was just a phase, as many parents might do when faced with such confessions from their children. However, as Eri grew older, the disconnect between her assigned male gender and her inner identity deepened, leading to feelings of confusion and frustration.
2014,
English,
Eri Hayward,
USA,